Friday, December 22, 2006

Thank GOD!

Tadi malam ada suatu kejadian yang membuat gue serasa ditampar oleh kenyataan kalau umur itu memang bener-2 kuasa Tuhan dan betapa sakitnya rasa kehilangan.
Ceritanya, rumah gue sedang jadi tempat tongkrongan favorit suatu kalangan makhluk.
Dan, yg pada tukang nongkrong ini sifatnya parasit...ngerepotiiinnnn banget. Ampe kadang orang rumah harus tidur malem-2...atau bahkan ampe matiin lampu rumah biar mereka pada pergi....dasar RAYAP!!!
Anyway...udah banyak sekali area-area di rumah gue yg jadi korban si Rayap ini. Dulu langit-2 ruang void tangga rumah, karena kayu lisnya abis dimakanin akhirnya ga ada yg bisa nahan langit-2..ambruk total!!!
Terus sekitar 2 bulan yg lalu...walau ga ampe ambruk tuh langit-2 tapi lis di ruang tamu juga uda mulai lepas satu persatu, karena takut kejadian yg sama seperti sebelumnya, maka nyokap bokap udah langsung ngeganti penyangga langit-langitnya ama yang jenisnya besi.
Naaahhh...sekarang di kamar adek gue..kamar dua orang adik laki-laki saya. Salah satu lisnya udah lepas sebelah, Cuma ga jatuh...jadi masih ditunda-tunda ama bokap nyokap sekaligus karena alasan keuangan.
Tadi malam sekitar jam 3 kurang, tiba-tiba gue kebangun karena suara keras,..ternyata lis langit-langit kamar adek gue jatuh, tapi bukan yang selama ini dikhawatirkan melainkan sisi yang berbeda....
Setelah keadaan cukup tenang, kayu yang berpaku tersebut dikeluarkan dari kamar, adek gue kembali tidur, tapi yang satu tidur di luar kamar alias ruang tengah sedangkan yang satu lagi tetep tidur di dalam kamar, gak lama kemudian...grubak grusak grusdek grudak....dan gue ngedenger suara adek gue yg tidur di kamar tengah “Astaghfirullah al adzim Uda...uda..uda....uda...” (uda adalah panggilan untuk kakak dalam adat gue) denagn berteriak...Langsung gue lompat turun tempat tidur buka pintu kamar dan ke kamar adek gue yg memang sebelahan kamar udah penuh dengan reruntuhan gipsum dan kayu palang langit-langit...gue ama adek gue langsung ngangkat itu reruntuhan dan mencoba nyelametin adek gue yg tidur didalam...
Alhamdulillah dia ga papa....terus gue cuci muka ke kamar mandi dan baru sadar kalo tangan gue gemeteran....bahkan nulis cerita ini sekarang aja gue dengan deg-deg an yg sama kalo inget kejadian semalam...adek gue itu tidur di lantai dan karena ada 2 meja belajar di deket dia jadi reruntuhan itu sedikit tertahan ama 2 meja tersebut. Sedangkan satu lagi yg perlu diSyukuri, Alhamdulillah adek gue yg satu lagi tidur diluar, karena kalo dia tidur dikamar dia tidurnya di atas tempat tidur, dan kalo gitu bisa-bisa dia yg kena paling parah seandainya dia tidur di dalam....

Another thing is..i realized that eventhough we as brothers and sisters tend to fight and disagree on something but we all really love each others. Ini karena biasanya 2 orang adek ku yang laki-laki itu lah yg paling sering ga klop...tapi kemaren malam shows that deep down we love each other very much...

Wednesday, December 06, 2006

When a friend has choosen her path

yesterday I cried..not because of my works..but because of losing someone...
but i can easily go back to smiling cause she will still be around and she has choosen her own path..
would like to share how much i care for her by re-writing the poem i sent to her...

I never like Goodbye
For me Good Bye is only when I die
There will be no good bye to you
Coz I swear we will each other again

Its not such a long time that we are friends.
But its not about quantity anyway
With only 5 months since I know you
We are as close as a 5 years friendship

I adore you and I put you high in my heart
For who you are, what you have done and specially what you have achieved

We may come as a competitor,
Now we ended as a friend…but you will always be my motivator for what you have achieved. I envy you…but I love you more

And honestly, if you haven’t noticed, you are my best friend here.
As you are the one who knows more about me.
And I appreciate every opinion that you have
And Thank God that you also considers what my saying

I never like to say Good Bye especially to you right now
Let me just say C U around..coz we’ll always be around.

C U Later Rizka...

Friday, November 03, 2006

Bersyukur..(english version)

Bukan berniat sombong atau apapun..tapi ini udah ditulis duluan untuk ditaruh di blog versi inggris gue...karena males ganti lagi...jadi yaaaa....ini aja di copy and paste....

People always say: Be thankful for what you have got…coz many people don’t have what you have…
And this sentence has been the basic principal in order for us to be grateful of all God’s gifts..
But I just realize one thing…We also have to be grateful for what we DON’T HAVE..for instance..we should be grateful that we don’t have a disease or not being sick, or we don’t have any accident, or we don’t have any earthquakes or other national disasters or we don’t get such a lousy and loser boyfriend..hehe..and lots of stuff that we sometimes wish we don’t have AFTER we have it?confusing?..well so do I..
But I was just thinking about this when I got a terrible headache that I used to have regularly months before…after it didn’t came up for sometime, the headache attacking me again and I was thinking that maybe this is because I don’t embrace and thanking God for my “lost of pain”…but its just a thoughts…

Trying to think much deeper…there are A LOT of things that God given us but we seldom forget to appreciate it..here’s a list of 5 first things we should be grateful from the beginning of morning (at least this morning when I write this blog).
Thank God we can still breathing (this is MOST Importantant)
Thank God its not raining Hard outside
Thank God I still have clothes to wear to office
Thank God my mom already making me tea and something to eat
Thank God my dad still have a car to drive me to office
Thank God I have a brother that call my dad telling him that I forgot to bring my cellphone
Thank God there are no traffic because we went early
Thank God I arrive at the office safe and sounds..
Thank God I don’t have to wait too long to get the lift (elevator)
Thank God its FRIDAY….hehehehe

I get too excited that I put even 10 things above..and I truly believe I can still manage to list down more things in that list….but not enough time and space..
Hope that I can be a better person everyday… =)

Monday, October 30, 2006

My Birthday

Fyi, mine is last 27th of oct…

Well..nothing special..only kinda feel I’m getting old…
And come to think about my age..its almost a quarter of a century..and what have I done, what have a gain in life..not just career wise but life in general…
I do proud of who I am now..but is it enough? Or have I live my life fully?
All this time I tried to live mine without having any regret I do make mistake, I’m just a human…but I never want to regret it..well at least don’t be in despair for a long time…being sad is fine but dont be miserable…coz come to think about it there are lots of people that are much more unfortunate so, stop whining!!...

But the question now..have I learn from mistake?i may not regretting it, but have I learn not to do the same mistake?

Anyway..thats a question that I myself have to try finding the answer..but a part from my introspection about decision I made, I surely don regret having accepted MISE..not because of the lessons and assignment..but because of the friends I have…especially the SEAns..and more specifically right now for Angeli and Inca for giving such a wonderful gift…
But I generally think my SEAns friend are simply the best…maybe because we have quite a similar culture that its very easy to be best friends..dont really care about the reasons..but I just love my SEA’s friend….

Hope we All see each other on module 4!!...