I hope you read this

Its always amazing to see how people change in such (relatively) short time…
We may haven’t seen them for quite a while….we used to know whatever things happen in her life…but then.
Can we blame ourselves for not being there for them when they feel all those factors making them change?
Can I blame my self for not telling her that she has done wrong and she need to fix it?
Can I blame my self for being a person that I am who whenever some thing wrong happen I will directly tell and advice my opinion on it?
She cant tell me her secret coz she fear of me…
So instead she just keep on silent…letting herself deeper into the wrong path she made.
She don’t have any boundaries now...and that what makes her path go even to more wrong.
I wonder whats in her mind? Does she feel that she is already a bad girl by already having lost her virginity and then its not the only time she have sex? And is this what leads her to what she become today?
Or does she really feels comfortable of what she become right now?...but if she does…why would she never smoke in front of me and the rest of the gangs?
I love her and I care for her…and that’s why I always have the urge to tell her “hey!...i know what u have done in the past…I know that you have been lying to me that day…But don’t mind that...now You have to realize he has been a BAD influence in your life!...YOU have change a lot…aren’t you feel sorry for your mom and dad? Are you comfortable living in lies?Please…think again about your life…we never getting younger…and death is always watching over us…aren’t you afraid at all?”
I really really want to say those words…but I cant…
Why do a lot of people living in lies?
I’m not a saint…I also make mistakes…But I try my best to fix it…and that’s why I’m married now…So I wont make that mistakes anymore…