First post as a Married Women

I’m a house wife now….
But haven’t feel like one because still have no house :P
Am living with my parent still…

Sometime I wonder why my husband don’t expect too much from me in taking care of him or his daily needs such as preparing breakfast, preparing his working outfit, serving him dinner….but at other time, he can be very demanding on other things even to the smallest such as : bringing him a glass of water!...

Oh well..we are still newly weds… lots of learning and adjusting…just walk day by day

Big Tummy Policemen

I have this weird principle in my brain that if a traffic or street policemen, face with age around 25 – 35 but already have a very BIG tummy (only tummy, not body) then most likely he is a corrupted policemen or a “I’m accepting bribe from the traffic offenders” kind of policemen…

Kenapa gue berpikir seperti itu?
Karena pada dasarnya kan yg namanya polisi lalu lintas tugasnya di jalan…naah harusnya perutnya kecil2 aja dong…
Laen halnya kalau orang kantoran yg kerja di belakang meja…seperti what most fresh grad become or what most “newly employed”…karena ga biasa olah raga dan selama di kantoran duduk melulu…seperti suami ku :P

Anyway…menurut gue perut buncit para policemen itu adalah karena makanan tidak halal nya dia…
Call me a sok tau…karena memang gue ga bilang ini faktanya…di awal judul juga dah gue bilang…its only my weird principle :P

Sholat sendirian VS sholat berjamaah

HHmmm...this is something that wonders me a bit...maybe I'm just at the moment in the mood for some social critics..
so...ceritanya sholat dzuhur nih...biasanya sih berjamaah ama Frida dan atau Isna dan siapa aja yg ada...
but this time there were only me and its already 2 o'clock and lots of works to do...so I dont wait for anyone...
and then here this guy came and another 2 ladies came...and I heard (yes I admit I can still hear them talking) the ladies asked the guy to be their Imam and he refused...he said
"Gue lagi buru buru nih...lagi ditunggu orang"
and there I was thinking...How often I heard people saying that and I feel ashamed because sometime I feel the same...if I dont want to pray in a longert duration I choose not to berjamaah...
Padahal kalau dipikirkan...emang kecepatan baca kita beda ya?
satu satunya pembeda antara sholat sendiri dan sholat berjamaah adalah jumlah orang yang sholat dan PAHALAnya...tapi bukan bacaan nya...apalagi itu sholat Dzuhur..baca kenceng2 juga engga....
jadi kenapa beda?
apa kalau berjamaah karena ada yang ngikutin jadinya kita ga mau keliatan sholat buru2?
Kalau gitu jadi semacam Riya dooong
Atau karena jadi imam makanya harus bertanggung jawab sehingga baca doanya mesti pelan2...
hhmmmmm..harusnya ga gitu...
yaaaa sekedar renungan aja laah...
karena gue inget jadinya ama omongan nyokap...orang yg merugi itu adalah orang yang dikasih kesempatan tapi ga diambil..bukan sekedar orang yg kehilangan...naah ini udah dapet kesempatan dapat pahala yg lebih besar eeh malah ga diambil ...

24 tahun sudah

Alhamdulillah...
masih dikasih kesempatan untuk hidup sampai umur segini...
masih bisa nabung pahala karena udah banyak bener dosa dan kesalahan yang diperbuat...
semoga tidak akan sia sia tambahan umur ini...

Yang pasti gue nambah tua dan nambah mendekati "my last breath"...hmmm idealnya adalah muhasabah..
tapii....I think I will keep it for my self....

Yang ada di pikiran saat ini adalah ujian, ujian, ujian dan ujian...yaa mungkin ada selingan dikit-dikit...tapii...terus terang ibadah gue kurang gue perhatikan...
kalau diizinkan mencari pembenaran sih, belajar itu kan ibadah juga...heheheheheh

yaaa terus terang tahun ini gue ga merasa segitu excitednya lagi ulang tahun, mungkin karena memang udah lewat dari masanya...
atau juga karena there's just too much in my mind right now...

All I can think is to be a better person...better daughter and learn to be a good wive (still in the first form of "good" and not "better")..
Just thought about that, this year is my last birthday as a single :)
and Glad I have the chance to fulfill what my mom ask me "makan steak yang di deket Arion yuuk" hehehehehehe

"I have now step to a new age,
feeling blessed for what I have,
Gotta made a new page
where no more misbehave,
at least not the ones I have made before

Leaving the age of 23
Entering the 24...
Wishing all His Bless as always
Hoping to keep all the love surround me...

From My family, from my dearest friends, and from my future husband (babies next year maybe? ;) hehehehhe